~ eTeRnaL LoVe ~

The year so far

2008-03-05T23:50:00.002+08:00

Well,

Back after a long time of not updating..I think i may change my blogskin or something, I'm not sure at this moment, but i think that maybe i just might.

So many things running through my head..words that i thought i will never say again is coming back to me.

Feelings that i never thought i would have again are coming back.

On to other things, work is good, chix pox sucks! haha, but at least I'm recovering much much better. =)

2008 is shaping up to be good! all the way~

ORD LO!!!

2007-12-10T08:46:00.000+08:00

ORD Lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha, this post is slightly late but nevermind lar, what matters most is my 2 years has finally come to and end! yayhoooo!! =P at least 1 thing to be happy about this year!

Now post-ord mood, alot of things to do..christmas shopping, catching up with everybody..busy busy! but somehow I still feel free..dont know why leh..oh well, take it 1 step at a time eh? Happy for now *eggcited*

Off to B&J training, its gona rock..whahahaha!!

Freedom

2007-12-03T19:09:00.000+08:00

Freedom and christmas is coming~hahaha!!

5 more days till ORD! 5 more days to zouk-out! So many exciting things happening, finally my 2 year long journey is coming to an end..though it was full of ups and downs, i guess it was the memories and i made a few good friends!

Going to start work soon i think, got a few jobs to choose from, but more or less settled liao =)

For the pass 1 month I'm kinda free, but hor..dont know why i never watch alot of shows..game plan, the kingdom, hitman, enchanted, fred claus. Plus there are up and coming shows, the heartbreak kid, AVP 2, the golden compass, alivn and the chipmunks and i am legend.

See! so many movies i have not watched! =( so if anybody out there kind enough wanna jio me go watch, i'll be more then happy to go with u all. haha!

Later, off for dinner and back to camp, the LAST OFFICIAL BOOK IN! ( MUHAHAHAHAHA!!)

Another Sleepless Night

2007-10-31T01:42:00.000+08:00

Its raining outside..weather quite nice to sleep but cant sleep..

where are the rainbows please tell me
can i have my wishes back
why is the sky so quiet
the clouds are all above me

do you have a mask please give one to me
comfort won’t come if you talk about it too much
perhaps time is a kind of antidote
and also a poison i’m taking in now

how can i fall asleep without seeing your smile
your image is so close yet i can’t hug you
the sun will still turn without the earth
and i can still walk without a reason to

you wanted to leave, i know it is easy
you said dependence is whats obstructing us
even if we separate, can you not confiscate my love
i’ll only understand when it ends, take it that way

do you have a mask please give one to me
comfort won’t come if you talk about it too much
perhaps time is a kind of antidote
and also a poison i’m taking in now

how can i fall asleep without seeing your smile
your image is so close yet i can’t hug you
the sun will still turn without the earth
and i can still walk without a reason to

you wanted to leave, i know it is easy
you said dependence is whats obstructing us
even if we separate, can you not confiscate my love
i’ll only understand when it ends, take it that way

without seeing your smile
how am i supposed to sleep
your image is so close yet i can’t hug you
without the earth the sun starts to rotate rotate
without a reason i can still walk away
i said it too much so it won’t come true
perhaps time is a kind of antidote antidote
and also a poison i’m taking in now

Heart Pain

2007-10-29T01:22:00.000+08:00

Lifes Ups and Downs

Alone in the night

A bright star at night shining throughout

Wishing upon a star

Stars Twinkling nice and bright

A tear sliding down the cheek

The wind surrounds me

And I felt the loneliness of it all

Emo..

2007-10-24T22:10:00.000+08:00

Sitting at home the whole day..

listening to songs..

Letting my mind wander..

And thoughts of you fill my mind.

Post

2007-10-23T16:00:00.000+08:00

Maybe it isnt so bad as i thought it is after all..*shrug

The Way I Are

2007-10-22T00:55:00.000+08:00

Funny how your life could be full of joy a moment, and a complete wreck the next. But I guess thats how life is, full of ups and down.

Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give — which is everything

Well, I guess its back to the way it was before.

Long Time...

2007-10-20T04:09:00.000+08:00

Long time since my last update, nearly a month liao.

But its alright, been quite busy so not much time to update. But to thanks to all those who keeps visiting, i promise i try to update whenever possible ok? at least minimum 1 time per week =)

Well, my life so far been like that lor..haha, just going around trying to finish my last few days in NS..actually overall quite alright lor. But well, NS chapter coming to an end. A new chapter awaits me after ORD, I'll be glad to get ahead to do whatever things i want after i ORD. =)

Certain things have crossed my mind this past few weeks, i'm not sure what to do about it. Well, till the things come then we'll see.

time for bed. adios!

Update update...

2007-09-18T01:18:00.000+08:00

Ok the rest of August nothing much liao..now comes to September! haha! this should be a good month ya?

First and Foremost! Happy Birthday to yet another person whose birthday actually fell just yesterday, Chu Wen! Happy 21st!! Haha, why have we not been meeting up ar? anyway, hope everything will be better for you this coming new year! take care! =)

Last Saturday 15/9/07 nothing much to do so went vivo, shop around and ate at some nice cool place called white dog cafe, ya..nice sounding hor? Just pictures of drinks..hope to dine there more often then take better pictures! hehe!

Continuing Updating

2007-09-18T01:07:00.000+08:00

Hehe, still updating last month..here goes!

Gazel 21st Birthday party on the 26th Aug at Changi Airport. Werid huh? celebrating at changi airpot but its a club house ya so not bad, thanks for inviting me girl! =) Happy 21st!

Actual 21st Birthday

2007-09-10T23:06:00.000+08:00

Ok ok! dis is my birthday celebration from these few great girls! hee! love them loads! thanks so much!!! =P

Celebrated in the car first, then after that headed down to TCC at Clarke Quay, below are the pictures, enjoy! =)

Time To Go

2007-09-08T19:45:00.000+08:00

Enjoy the lastest update!

I will update a few more events later, now dont know what to do..haiz sianz liao, nvm later I got free ticket for zouk, now looks like nobody going, nvm..shall just go, see ya!

Update real soon! =)

Super Belated Birthday Event

2007-09-08T17:15:00.001+08:00

Ok ok,

I shall start with my super belated birthday event! held on the 27th july at cafe del mar! had a great time there, one of my best ever! thanks for all those who turned up! Also all the presents, wishes and basically everything lar! thanks to all those for making my day!

Haha, Love u guys loads~~!! lolx!

Massive Updating Of Blog!

2007-09-08T17:15:00.000+08:00

Hello people!

thanks so much for visiting and asking me to update..so here i shall start back my updating spree! haha, a MASSIVE UPDATE

Though the time and dates i will back date so as to make it easier to know when certain events happened.

Enjoy Reading!! ( 8th Sept 2007 )

Bday Approaching!

2007-07-27T00:48:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!!

Birthday Celebration coming liao!! whee!! finally after so long, will get to see ALOT of people, haha! so excited! even though not everybody can come, but it ok, will still join them for 1 on 1 sessions! =P

Wait for updates! I'm just too eggcited about what to write and all..haha..cant sleep also..oh well.. lets hope it will be a successful 21st that i'll remember for the rest of my entire life! =)

Cant wait!!

YAY!

2007-07-08T17:54:00.000+08:00

Finally my "toy" arrived yesterday!

Haha, so happy! finally something to call my own! =P Cant wait to spend more time with it, haha..

Anyhow when everything seems so down, suddenly out of the blues something just pop up and voila! U suddenly feel so much happier..haha..yay!

1 last thing, loving someone never fails...no matter what happens at the end of the day =)

Still love you.

Take care people! 4 more days till then end of my training! Aidos! Over and out! =P

Off In Wonder

2007-06-27T00:10:00.000+08:00

Long time no update

Life been pretty ok so far, still have some ups and downs...but i'll be strong and get by it. Sometimes somethings can be so unpredictable, i also dont know why.

Well, 1 more outfield then we are through..jia you bah..NS aside, my birthday celebration coming! 1 more month to the party, haha...cant wait..stay tune!

So Far..

2007-06-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

So Far

Well, things have definatelybeen improving since last month, I hope it will keep being that way. So many people are going on a holiday! I also wanna go. Probably in the next few weeks bah, when I can get time off. I miss cruises! Maybe see who I can drag down with me to go, haha!

Hmm, I feel bad about certain situation, I somehow wish that I could have turn it around and start it all over again. But the hands of time cannot be changed. So I just hope that maybe the situation will improve, if only slightly better, I will be very grateful =)

A New Month For A New Begining

2007-06-01T12:30:00.000+08:00

June!

Well, a new month is finally here, alot of people birthdays are happening, so ya..no money also! lol! Last month was supposedly to be good but had quite a lousy luck, well..hope this month will change everything =)

Later going harbourfront pei my mommy have lunch, then dont know do what liao, probably walk around shop shop or something lor.

Oh well, june will be much better!!!

Aidos Amigos

Finally Its Back

2007-05-27T01:44:00.000+08:00

Finally!

Blogger is back, whew! sorry guys for never updating so long, firstly i didnt have time, secondly blogger was down for dont know how long. So now i try then can update =)

Overall the past few weeks was a real rollercoaster ride for me, had a run in with "bad luck", which happens on more then one occassion which conists of alot of fines though..hai..nevermind lar, whats done is done.

Anyway there is this particular incident which i shall not elaborate but some of you may know about it. But it was big enough that i may have not been here at this moment. After that moment i had a passing thought..what would i regret if i had really gone away? Thank god for my safety :)

Its a unexplain question, it just pop up in my mind. Never thought about such things until after that moment but anyhow i did know what i would have regretted. And im thankful that i've realised it before it is too late, as they say, there is no time like the present, better make full use of it =)

So I hope i wont have the same regret, but then again, only time will tell...

dAryL signing off =P

Happy Outing

2007-04-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

Hey hey, this the fun time outing with Jas! Waiting for more fun outings! =) hee!

Food For Thought

2007-04-15T01:06:00.000+08:00

Food For Thought

came across this in my email, wonder whether it is true? *shrugs

Does your name begin with: D
Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full Steam ahead in your suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvement's, sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp & talented often with sense of humour. When people bother to look deep inside they cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open attitude. You get jealous of other people and lose your temper .

AUGUST

Loves to joke
Attractive
Suave and caring
Brave and fearless
Firm and has leadership qualities
Knows how to console others
Too generous and egoistic
Takes high pride of oneself
Thirsty for praises
Extraordinary spirit
Easily angered
Angry when provoked
Easily jealous

Leo Turn ons

If you have Leo partner respect him and his majestic manners. Accept the advice of Leo, the lion, as he is the king of the jungle. It is the sign of a showman so if your partner does everything in grand style enjoy it. Do lavish Leo`s frequently with compliments and see them purr like a cat. They fall easily for flattery and want to be center of attraction of all eyes (sometimes they can be quiet theatrical too).

Turn offs

Never ever hurt the ego of a Leo. Pride, ego and vanity are some of the bags all Leo`s always carry with them. Do not touch these bags. An authoritative Leo is even more difficult to handle in such circumstances. Leo is a sunny sign so they do not like people who are gloomy or depressed. Even if you are crying at heart ke ep a sunny smile on your lips and then let lion take the charge and remove all worries from your life.

A Good Weekend

2007-04-08T14:33:00.000+08:00

A Good Weekend

Yup yup, so far this good friday has been the best ever! and also the weekend that followed it, had alot of fun going out with everybody during this few days. belated birthday celebration is really very fun with you jas! hee! hey girl! if you are reading this, hope u really enjoyed that day! Cant wait for the next time we are going out again! =)

At least i can enjoy myself before this coming week outfield, a 4 day 3 nights battalion excerise =( which means no sleep, eating crappy food, having bites by insects and getting real real dirty, sigh! Nevermind bah, Soon it will be over! *optimistic

Shall update with photos during this fun good friday/weekend next week! See ya people! =P

Screwed Up

2007-03-29T22:54:00.000+08:00

Argh! Super pissed and frustrated at everything....everything alright 3 days back changed to nothing at all right now. Forget this life lar, there is nothing for me liao...

Now not interested in anything, screw everything lar...can all go to hell!!

Confiment After...

2007-03-21T21:57:00.000+08:00

Im out, after a week of confinment, nope, its nothing to do with my rifle situation. Just that had a live firing followed by a weekend guard duty last weekend. Finally am home for awhile but later need to go back camp.

Thanks for those of you who are with me, really appreciate it! haa! Dont know whats gona happen, when i know u guys will know ya? Hope the next few weeks will be better!

A Series Of Unfortunate Events

2007-03-12T15:21:00.000+08:00

Daryl's A Series Of Unfortunate Events

Luckily now a new week, last week was crap, had a 3 day 2 night outfield where all kind of shit happened. Got a really bad flu the first day i went out and still am sick, so today on MC at home resting. My helmet wire i think missing, not sure where it went..sianz, must go back camp find it asap.

Lastly and I hope this is the last, my rifle broke into 2...hai, dont know how lar, just slipped off and got crashed by the darn turret...crap lor, dont know whats going to happen to me *sigh* Could be as little as 2 extras( which i already gotten and have cleared 1 ) until 7 years in DB? Something like jail in military compound..so ya, guess if thats the worst case scenerio then nobody will see me in 7 years...oh well...this is screwed up life.

Was suppose to be free to go for my friend's 21st birthday this saturday but i have a live firing to go to, hai..see how sucky life can get all of a sudden? oh well..at least i'll be able to make it up by having dinner with her another time.

Nice Break

2007-03-05T20:09:00.000+08:00

Back from the long long break, which is kinda nice too, yup yup. Was staying at the Oriental for 1 night, not bad i must say, quite relaxing, the service is good! Another time will stay again, dont know when, probably when i stress or need some peace and quiet.

Just realise i have been overspending alot this 2 months, looks like no more spending for me for the next few months, must save! Need it for my few friends upcoming 21st birthday, and theres one just 2 weeks away, hai hai! Also not sure what to get, hmm...jas u reading? faster let me know what u want! tag my tagboard! haha!

Yesterday went shopping and watch "Just Follow Law" with jie jie, haha...quite fun, long time never shop with jie alone liao..guess everybody is too busy for serious R & R, but glad to have spent time with her, haa, thanks jie! Love you loads! =)

Countdown to friday..

Jie Jie And Me @ Tong Shui Cafe

Oriental R & R here i come!

2007-03-02T13:16:00.000+08:00

Time for some R & R at the Oriental Mandarin Hotel, 1 night stay in town with good dinner and prison break dvds to watch in the room..haha..before very serious training the next few months ahead..yup yup =( But nevermind, enjoy first ya? This is going to be fun, see u guys tomorrow!

Sleep Sleep

2007-03-01T11:18:00.000+08:00

Its raining...so nice to cuddle under the blankets and go to sleep but have to pull my lazy bones out to go for cohesion activity at marina later..but im not feeling so well, so i dont know whether i will be going not, hai hai so sianz sianz..oh well..last week of having fun, after that every week will have outfield training, hai hai! its gona be a very tiring 5 months after that which im so gona be free, hah.

Post Chinese New Year

2007-02-25T15:08:00.000+08:00

So the block leave and the chinese new year celebrations are over, kinda sad caused that means i have to go back to camp =( oh well, this week will have alot of half days for me, so i better enjoy this last week, after that is "shiong" all the way till july *sigh*

Didnt do much visiting but had quite alot of fun going out with jie jie and jamie..to movie marathon with jie for like 3 nights in a row, and jamie for staying at raffles the plaza hotel which is the first time i ever stayed in a singapore hotel, eating seafood @ east coast and FINALLY! loads of fun at sentosa taking huge amounts of pictures and swimming..ahhh...i got loads of pictures to update on my blog, hmm..put a few first, later when i got the rest of them then i shall add and update more =)

Oh ya, before i leave would like to wish everybody good luck for their final poly exams! good luck to you guys! i have not even started yet =( anyhoos..go for it! Jia You!

Till then, back to camp tonight, sianzz...hai..chow!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

2007-02-18T11:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!

take care, time to go visiting...*poof

Sudden Thought

2007-02-17T16:37:00.000+08:00

a sudden thought just crossed my mind, if i knew how to play the piano or guitar, i would've play this few songs thats in my kbox for you. Ya, i think especially the piano. Maybe i'll never get to do that, I guess i'll never know. Just a thought.

Happy Chinese New Year & Block Leave

2007-02-17T15:37:00.000+08:00

Hey people,

Im back, yup..just wanted to wish all those that i know a very

Happy Chinese New Year

and their families too, hope that they will be very blessed this year filled with propeserity and loads of money, haha..Have fun tonight at reunion dinner guys & girls alike =)

Block leave also starts for me liaoz, 1 whole week till next sunday, hmm, not sure how im gona spend this block leave. Maybe just rent dvds, or borrow a book stay home read? Not much things to do anyhow. I guess just gona get some rest lor.

Sorry people if this few days i have not been myself, didnt mean to be dao to anybody or so. But i guess i just felt like i wanted to be alone. Yup, there is alot of things that i want to blog about but i dont know where or how to start.

Sometimes i think maybe i wasnt born to love, everybody that i ever loved or cared alot about seems to drift further and further away from me. And those people that i onced cross paths with, now i only see them a a few times a year. Take for example my ex-girlfriend, even though its been 3 years since we parted, i only seen her like 4 times total? ya. i alson dont know why but i guess thats how it is, its not like things aren't normal between us now, but i just have no idea.

Well, now no more inspiration to write anymore, probably in the next few days bah, take care, enjoy the lunar new year and also the new year goodies, dont eat too much till you guys are sick..haha =)

Valentine's Day

2007-02-14T17:40:00.000+08:00

Welcome to my new blog =)

I just change caused i felt like changing, ya...added a "kbox" too, haha..so whoever wants any songs can let me know and i'll try to upload it so u all can listen =) and i hope everybody been doing well? Anyways, a big

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

to all those who are celebrating this year valentine's day with their loved ones, always remember to cherish those that means the most to you (",) Never hurt the ones you love and enjoy all the moments and times you have with him/her. Caused you never know 1 day when they will be gone and you'll be left alone. yup.

Well, now im back caused i have like a day off or so, so just came back awhile to update awhile before going back to camp later tonight.

A few more days is Chinese New Year! haha, hope everything in this year will be better. yup yup, so far today has been....well...alright lar i guess, dont know. Queued up at donut factory for 4.5 hours! a record lor, was getting irritated but had to get some donuts as a valentine's day gift for a few people, yup..i hope they enjoy it.

To You: I've dont know what i want to say or if anything, well just have a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, take care always.

Till the next post